Education! Just A Hoax!!

It's funny what they say about education nowadays, "You Need It"!! they cry. Well if that's the case then why are so many people dropping out of high school and being on the streets and just have no direction in life? I can't speak for those people but in my opinion the educational system is going to the crapper. Education should be treasured yes, but it should not be taken advantage of and be taken for granted. It can get you far in life yes, but in my opinion it can only get you so far. People like me are smart in a lot of areas already and we don't need school to help sharpen those areas because all the schooling does is give us assignments and make us do things that isn't even related to the subject we need and want to learn in the first place so it doesn't really make any sense to sit in a desk for hours and listen to an instructor tell you about things when you already know them. Education is for people that aren't as smart as the rest of us, all it means to be and all it is to me is a piece of paper with my name on it saying i'm a specialist in a certain area. Who cares? as far as i'm concerned I do not need a paper tellling me that, because I already know it. Some schooling is a waste of time but most of it is valuable, just not for me right now. It's quite irritating how the system works. don't you think?

Asperger Who?

It is incredibly frustrating to be living with what I live with. I have had it all of my life, and I have never realized until now in my life that there are tons of things that are extremely difficult for me to do. Like for instance, I cannot read people's emotions real well. I can't differentiate sarcasm from madness. I have a hard time dealing with change and I always have to have a certain type of routine, and if that routine gets tweaked even in the slightest than I'm pretty much full of anger and frustration, those are the only emotions I know how to handle it with which really sucks. I lash out when it is very inconvenient for me and the other parties and I just vent and vent and I don't realize at the time who it affects and how it affects them. I have to have certain things organized and I become obsessed with certain things. Like with me it is baseball stats and sports, while with others it could be Warhammer or Magic the Gathering. I mean I hate being stuck in this box that I can't and don't know how to get out of, but after awhile you just become resigned to your fate and realize that you are stuck there and there is nothing to do about it. It really sucks and it's a horrible thing. I have no idea why I was picked to do this or be like this if I was even picked at all. It just really doesn't make much sense to me. I always needed help with everything, even the little things that other people my age could do independently and that was the most frustrating part of it all. My motor skills are basically shot to shit and I will never be able to install anything for anyone without reading the direction manual for a long time, if that even. But i'm learning to cope and deal as best I can but it is still hard. I wish everyone knew about Asperger's Syndrome and what it does and how it affects the person with the disorder because I would love to educate people on it. I want people to understand that we are fragile people and not to take advantage of us. Even though in my case it is very hidden, it is still apart of me and I deal with it every day. You have no idea how I wish I could get brain surgery or get rid of it for a day, I'd be the happiest person alive. But instead it is a part of me and I have to deal with it. Man does it suck!

Fast Food Nation? Whatever!!

I believe in doing things that you want to do that comforts you and makes you feel good as a person. Be it eating or spending time with family and friends or even doing dangerous things, whatever is your hobby you should have every right to do. Here's the thing I don't get. Why is there limits on what you should eat when you get to be a certain age? I mean that doesn't make any sense to me because you should eat whatever you feel hungry for shouldn't you? that's how it should be in my eyes. I always eat whatever I want. If I feel like a fatty burger than I will eat one or some sweet ice cream I'll eat that too, but why should I be worried to eat it? I should not have to at all in my opinion. Heart attacks and heart disease, they just use that to scare you. Even though it does happen and it is true, still, it is ridiculous that in the world you should be scared of what to eat. And here's the big question from me. Why when you eat something and you work out and burn it off or poop it out, why does it still stay in your system over time? I mean that is just sad isn't it? I don't know about anyone else but I'm going to eat whatever I want and work out and poop it all out for the rest of my great life. I'm reckless like that. Does anyone feel the same way I do? hit me up!

Most Overrated Actors and Actresses in the World!!

Every year Hollywood seems to pick the worst actors to play roles in movies. And most of them are always the most overrated actors in Hollywood as well. Brad Pitt is one of those actors I just described. He is way overrated and seems to be in more movies than he should be in. Samuel L. Jackson as well. What is up with people thinking that they are the greatest actors? Just because they are versatile in their talent, does not mean that they are actually the best ever. I mean come on!! One night I was channell surfing and I noticed that on almost every movie channel was at least a George Clooney, Matthew McConaughey, Samuel L. Jackson and a Brad Pitt movie on television. It was insane just how many there were that were airing. Bruce Willis and Ben Affleck fit in with the most overrated category as well. What is the world coming to? Especially Hollywood, it is turning into one crazy place that is for darn sure. There are tons more that are overrated but it will take me all week to mention them. Eric Bana and Patrick Swayze I wish never ever lived and were never in acting to begin with. They put it to shame in my opinion. It is just one of those occurrences where there is just no explanation for the lack of talent in a talent scout. But that is what makes life so much fun to figure out. It makes everything a mystery and figuring out things is what I love to do, so it all comes together and works out. Hopefully someone differs in opinion with me here. I would love that. Feel free to respond, it makes the world go round right? Til next time.

Top 25 Best Male Actors of All Time and My Personal Biased Favorites!!

1)Johnny Depp
2)Joe Pesci
3)Kevin Spacey
4)Christian Bale
5)Edward Norton
6)Vince Vaughn
7)Harrison Ford
8)Morgan Freeman
9)Ray Liotta
10)Jim Carrey
11) Matt Damon
12)Thomas Jane
13)Richard Gere
14)Anthony Michael Hall
15)Jay Mohr
16)Steve Buschemi
17)Kevin Bacon
18)Jared Leto
19)Billy Crudup
20)Kiefer Sutherland
21)Mark Ruffalo
22)Keanu Reeves
23)Christian Slater
24)James Belushi
25)Sean Astin

Those are my 25 all time favorite actors and in my opinion the best male actors in the world. Females will be more difficult to figure out but I will do it. no problem!! I'm a warrior that's why. Tell me what you all think. Thanks.

Material World, I am Not a Material Guy!!

Just like that Madonna song from back in the day, only I'm not a material person at all. I cannot fathom how much it rubs me the wrong way how people honestly think that material items in life are what life is all about. That is a load of horse manure because material items are in the same category as religion and politics in my opinion, which is crap! C.R.A.P. that is what it means to me. Life isn't about democracy, life isn't about praying, and it sure as hell is not about what you wear, what you drive, or how you look. It is about the love in your heart and your family and what you would do for them. It makes me sick when women have to go shop all the time and waste their husband's hard working money on clothes or purses or other things of that sort. I just hope the world gets better I really do. I'm not a material person and I never will be. I choose to live my life like that and I will always be that way no matter what. With that said I feel better now. Til next time!

Coming out of the proverbial "closet"

I just recently came out of the closet and told my parents I was an atheist. For a couple years now I have been a "closet atheist" and I was surging and surging trying to get it out but I could not. I finally did while they were reading my final college essay this past semester. It was talking about my religious beliefs and all that and I was mentioning my problems with the dilemma, and my mom looked at me kind of stunned but I knew she did not really care all that much. I stopped believing in God a long time ago, once I stopped and looked at the world and noticed all the hatred happening. It was really sad to think about and so I just thought to myself that it all does not matter. God is not around and no one is around to help out. We all are responsible for our own actions and if something bad happens it's all on us, not if God wants it like that because he does not exist. I wish people all over the world understood this. My dad told me that atheists mostly believe in only taking care of themselves and not really about the world as a whole and I totally disagreed. You can still care about people and animals and all different creatures and care about their well being but at the same time be atheist, it can still happen. I think atheism is not a bad thing at all and I think it should be exercised more often than not. I hope this has touched people and that they will recognize that we make our own decisions and are in charge of our own destiny, not the other way around.

Atheism!! Now that is what It Is All About!!

I wasn't always an atheist but things have changed over the course of my life and worldly events that have gone wrong had me stop and ponder about things and I have decided that there is no god. I mean come on now! If there was a god, then he would have helped the people on the planes during the September 11th thing as they were praying for their lives and he also would have helped the soldiers in Iraq by not making war happen at all. Where was he during all of those worldly events? i mean seriously. It makes you think doesn't it? I used to be all lovey dovey with the church folk and used to pray and sing hymns and all of that jazz but not anymore, I don't want that anymore because it got me absolutely nowhere. but that is life! That is how things work most of the time. It really is not fair but the world and the universe we all live in has never been fair since day one. the whole thought of a higher being makes me sick and seems very ridiculous to me if not insane. I just wanted to share my feelings real quick. I hope most people that read this do not get offended and feel the same way. Til next time!

Online Relationships? Total Bust!

Online relationships are the epitamy of disaster. As a matter of fact, they have the word "disaster" written all over them in big letters (D.I.S.A.S.T.E.R) It is really insane how you invest your time and effort into typing and writing to the person you grow to care about and enjoy spending your night with from your desk every night, and then they go and tell you straight up that they were playing you the whole time and either their heart belongs to someone else, or they think you're moving too fast, or my personal favorite, "you live too far, it's a distance thing". Well honey, if it's a distance thing, then why did you contact me to begin with even when you already knew where I lived? It only says where I live on my profile for crying out loud. I mean come on! You cannot fool me, I have experience with getting my heart broken, you cannot fool me or trick me because I know every trick in the book. I just find it amazing. Yes some people, (me included) have had online relationships because we both are too impatient to wait for one to come into our lives and we want to make it happen and that we are too self conscious to go out and think someone is going to find us attractive. It is that simple. I'm tired of how women play guys, I really am. They think they have us in their back pocket or around their finger and they think as soon as we compliment them that they're in control. Well this isn't a democracy and it damn well for sure isn't a power trip. I just want it all to stop!! Online, real world whatever, it isn't right and I don't endorse it at all. That's why online relationships, hell, even real life relationships in general are crappy, what a bust!!

Poker Players are Very Lazy People!!

Is it just me? Or do professional poker players seem extremely lazy. Does anyone agree with this? I mean you watch them on television, and it seems really easy what they are doing. They make reading people look like it is taking a shower by how easy it is. But in reality that is not the case because it is really hard to get a tell on someone. The thing that bothers me the most is that I hear some of the young poker players actually leave Ivy League schools and drop out to play poker full time. Excuse me!! Did I hear that right? Leaving an Ivy League expensive education to play poker!! Wow! What has the world come to? I mean next thing you know babies will be dropping out of kindergarten thinking that they can become professional Lego builders. I mean come on that's not normal behavior. What has happened to people this day and age, they don't like working anymore or holding down jobs or what? They'd rather gamble and risk losing their money and just sit there and look at people all day? My dad always tells me, "it's a hard profession because every one that succeeds, there is 10,000 that fail" and that is so true. It can't get any truer than that. I'm just amazed by how lazy people can get, dropping out of Princeton and Yale to become a pro gambler. Amazing, just amazing!! Screw being a doctor mother I want to gamble for a living. Doesn't that sound ridiculous?? I don't know, maybe it's just me but I have a problem with it. Does anyone agree with me? Hope at least some do. Tell me what you think. Hard working people are obsolete I guess nowadays, Save us all!!

Reality TV! Such A Crap Shoot!!

What is it with reality television nowadays? Is it just me, or do producers of shows make you admire a character so much that you would do anything to keep them around, and then right when you get too attached and think they might win, they get eliminated right away? I wonder how many other people see it this way as well. That is why I think reality television is such a crap shoot, because the producers, hell even the "actors" on the shows themselves mess with your head. I think it is incredibly wrong how you can get so attached to a certain personality on a show and then have the rug get pulled out from underneath you and have you wallow in your self pity once three quarters of the season is over with and your character is no longer on the show. It is such a degrading feeling it really is. Something has got to be done about this. I figure that the only solution there is, is that everyone should stop watching reality television all together. No more voting for contestants on American Idol. No more getting attached to castaways on Survivor or racers on Amazing Race. Some striking has got to be done here. Anyone with me? I hope you all are, because this is a movement that has got to be in effect. Crap shoot, crap shoot, crap shoot is all I have to say.